Road to new LIFE

Today I went in and spoke with my MD about what really happened. I am tired of thinking or saying it was fluke - it was a premature rupture of my membrane (water break) in which an infection ensued through the rupture to the placenta, umbilical cord and water bag. This what I heard previously but wanted to ensure there were not other medical concerns that may have lead/cause the rupture but there is nothing that pinpoints to a cause. I needed this MD review so that I was clear that I am healthy and have no problem carrying a baby this experience was not one that could have been prevented by myself or medical intervention. So our next step is a pre-conception plan and back to the fertility specialist. Our plan ironically aligns with what we were doing last year this time we started fertility September 2011 and will be again September 2012. I never thought wanting children would be this intense of a journey in our lives. I knew children would be life-altering but in the best ways and I still believe that. This experience has transformed the eyes I see through but I cannot help but see more babies.