Brave Support

DISCLAIMER This blog is for ME to vent my feelings along this journey not an indictment of anyone that I love and share this journey with. DISCLAIMER I want to send many ((HUGS)) out to my family, friends and co-workers brave enough to acknowledge this journey. Simply sending your condolences, saying you are sorry for my loss is more than some others can/have muster the courage to say. This journey makes many uncomfortable this I know but I also feel it is selfish if you love me and my husband to make it about you because we are the ones on this journey. Yes, a few of you are close and feel as if you are there with me but you are not. Losing a child is unlike any other loss. However, I do appreciate those who are willing to be with me on this journey and the others who are willing to be uncomfortable out of concern for me and my husband. It is that sacrifice that lets me distinguish between those I want in my life as friends and those who I can do without. This journey is clearly reshaping my life and who should be apart of it. Those who have made time to spend with me either 'keeping me busy', on the phone or sending me messages of support I want in my life more than ever. Yet, those who have excuses for why or what they could not do because they did not know how I am not very flexible about keeping you in my circle. Not knowing how but trying is what I do daily on this journey and that's the least others who 'love' me can do. This journey has implored me to value time because of the 37 days with her and it was the most unforgettable seconds, minutes, hours, days and month in my 35 years here. So I have no time to waste on excuses from people who cannot deal with me and this journey. For everyone else thanks for being BRAVE because you are growing too, it takes alot to face someone you care for in a place you cannot quite reach. But your SUPPORT is invaluable to me so never disregard your text, call, time or messages I receive them all and am loved. DISCLAIMER This blog is for ME to vent my feelings along this journey not an indictment of anyone that I love and share this journey with. DISCLAIMER