Tuesday, June 26, 2012
Keeping Busy
Busy is good which what many of my supporters know they can do so they do that. Keeping me busy is not the answer but it does get me back into the cycle of life and living through this loss. It's great to be on the go because I have always been an on the go person. However, occupying time does not occupy that space that I desire for her in my arms, my life and future. By no means do I want all my friends and family to not call, invite and be my company but just know that it does not end my journey. I have to go through this journey and at times I may be going in circles but I will not stay in the same place always. Filling my time is an essential part of this journey and reinventing my new self. I so appreciate all the talks, events, and hang out sessions. On this journey I often think of how my time was suppose to be filled, with loving and caring for Kennedy. Thanks for helping with my time but acknowledge that this journey will take time also.
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Ok Missy, first of all I must say that I am very proud of you. I know that you are still thinking, dealing processing, and everything else, but I am proud of the fight and fire that I see in your eyes to live. KJ is looking down on you saying “go momma go”! I am glad that you are writing and expressing your feelings. When we are together “Keeping busy” I can always tell when your heart and mind switches gears to that "what if" place. I want to say thank you for trusting me enough to allow me to walk this journey of healing, and love with you. Keep your head up (easier said than done). I love you.
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